I Feel I Feel I Feel.. I Feel Too Much.

Sometimes I take random lyrics from songs out of context and relate to them.


-G

For Ruthie

In the words of Doctor Dre, "Bitches Ain't Shit"...

-B

Tomorrow's Wednesday

I'm tired of being alone.

Yesterday was Wednesday and I walked 10 miles. I walked as far as I could along the side of the road till my head and feet were swollen and tired. When I was little I constantly dreamt of running away and showing the world how much it would miss me. I have never outgrown the need to be needed. Yesterday was Wednesday and I was trying to run away.

Somewhere along the side of the road I knew that I wasn't an adult and that no one took me seriously because they shouldn't. I still run away, I still day dream, I still want to die and go to heaven, I still dress up when I'm alone, I still cry about boys who have forgotten all about me, I still want God to be a good person and I think that somehow love will save the world. I walked to an abandoned golf course and rolled around in the dry grass. I had a moment where everything was perfectly clear and then I forgot what everything was. So I sat at the golf course and decided that the golf course would be my home and that no one could make me leave. And perhaps that if I stayed there long enough someone would find me like I found the golf course and know that I was their home.

Today is Thursday and I am wiping tables and making hot chocolates. The significance of yesterday seems stupid and no one would understand.

-B

Girl Crush.

I have the biggest girl crush on Hannah from the blog, Hannah + Landon.

-G

Dark, you can't come soon enough for me

-G



CLICK

Lots of big questions are surfacing:

If I mess up now am I ensuring a failed future?

How do I define the success of myself?

Does anything really matter?

Why?

Is my buttcrack too low?

-D

Give Me One More Chance

I've been a bit distracted lately but a better post from me is coming very soon.
xo

-G